Haven't posted for a while. Welcome to the silly season. I have only put on a couple of kilos during this year's silly season but it has been a really really uncomfortable one. A combination of heat, weight and PCOS and its complications has been really bringing me down. My body was doing well before this year's dose of IVF, but since I finished the IVF drugs I have not returned to normal. I have returned to something similar to what I was many years ago. It's not good.
Anyway, I found myself thinking some sad thoughts the other night. I'm not suicidal. I couldn't do that,... but I felt like I was just waiting to die. My body aches every day, my stomach only gets larger not smaller - frankly, I am beyond making efforts to get rid of the excess weight. When I found myself thinking those morbid thoughts, I realised it is time to consider drastic measures. It is time to do myself a favour.
As a result, I've been reading Bridget Parker's blog. I wonder if I could do it too.
[sigh]
