Saturday 16 May 2009

enjoying the emotion. reflecting on my past.

I've been reflecting on my past, trying to establish where all this damn PCOS started and why. I've been trying to build a bridge and get over it. Somehow it's not that easy. It would be easier to have someone lop off my head and replace it with a prettier more intelligent one. Anyway, it was nice to read the ramblings at bless the mess. because they reminded me of my then - age 20 - and my now - age 36 and in chaos. It reminds me, too, that Christianity doesn't have to be coated with cheese. (Following on from that, Chris Goins blog is interesting too - but far more preachy.)

I'm starting the Daniel Fast tomorrow. I can not wait any longer. My health is failing and I need something of a miracle to help me through. There are several versions, a 10 day one, a 21 day one, a 40 day one. My last attempt lasted 5 days but had a significant impact on my health. Please pray for me as I embark on a very important 10 day version.